i jus went to hell yesterday. surprise surprise. when i woke up, i had 5 teeth missing and i was crying for my mama. the god of hell told me to lie in bed n don't move until i feel better to get up. i wonder how i got there. oh i remember. there was this huge needle. in my hand. there was this lady. she told me to say ow. i did. the needle was in my left hand. she asked me which school i was from. i told her which school i was from. she told me to say ow again. i screamed ow again. then this whole whoozy feeling came to my head. it was like BAM! i went to hell jus like that.i want to hav my braces done. the orthodontist said my mouth was too small. she had to pluck out 5 teeth from it to make space. so yesterday at 8am i set off for the National Dental Centre. NDC aka hell. they registered me. then gave me this skimpy pajama like dress. i can't even call it a dress. if u ever went for a surgery, u'll noe. there's this hole right in front, i had to use tape to give myself some privacy. that's not the worst but i dont think u would want to noe the worst. they showed me my bed for the day. my mum accompanied me i read seventeen while waiting for my turn. oh gosh. i was like starving. i had to fast since 12 midnight the day before. it was ald 9am. n my dinner was at 7pm!! the last normal meal i can hav in a loooonng time. the doctor called us in. he said a whole load of rubbish. jus the let the supermum remember everything!! at 9.30am the kind nurse sprayed something in my nose. ewww, i'm shivering jus thinking bout it. i swallowed it accidentally then i tated something sour n bitter in my mouth. bleehhhhhh. then it was My Turn. oh no. please lord let me get out of this alive. i prayed. it was this huge white, bright room with scary people in shower caps n dresses jus like mine. they let me lie down on the bed n soon i was asleep. i woke up n i was back in bed 6. the bed for the day. i dunno when i started crying i dunno how the tears started coming out from my eyes. all i noe is that i can't move my mouth i feel so dead. in fact, i think my mouth was so swollen i felt like a dead fish. a dead kissing fish. i couldn't move i jus lay in bed all the way until 12.30pm. my surgery was only 40 mins. 40 miserable minutes in hell. ok not so bad. i tasted something. blehhhhh. it was blood. ahhhhhhh i was bleeding. i had a tissue in my hand. it was drowning in bloody red blood! ahhhh. the kind nurse came again n said :"girl don't cry. it's only going to make it worse. now jus swallow ur blood n saliva. jus swallow. don't drool like wad u're doing now." i was like :"WHAT!!!!" i'm supposed to swallow???????? ewwww. that is jus wrong. wrong. i couldn't stop the tears from coming out i dunno y. they're jus flowing like the yellow river. flowing flowing flowing. until i slept. i slept like a pig. until 12.30pm. i woke up feeling a tiny weeny bit better. i still felt whooozy. but a little tiny bit better. my mum was talking to another mother. dunno how mothers always click once they see each other. so i went out hugging myself in that dress. she saw me n asked me how i was feeling. i couldn't talk. oh no! i couldn't talk! i couldnt move a single part of my lip. i was drooling like a baby. so i started swallowing. like ewwwww. i went to change back to my decent clothes. then i sat back down on the bed. like omg. i really look like a fish. not really dead. but i was definitely a fish! my mum went to collect my painkillers n everything. the kind nurse said that the doctor will come back at 1.30pm. he went out for lunch. oh great that reminds me. i'm still starving. no wonder my tummy's been making noises. i still had 30mins to wait for that doctor. jus bear with it. i jus realized how dry my throat is. the nurse jus gave me a painkiller. i had to gulp down half the cup of ribena until that pill was willing to go down. actually, it wasn't half the cup. one quarter of it was like drooling out my mouth like a waterfall. i feel like such a baby. finally he came n asked me my name, if i knew where i was. he asked me to walk in a straight line. said the exact same thing that he said jus now. then finally, i'm discharged!! i went home n mum gave my fish soup with mee sua. she chopped everything up like she was feeding my baby sister. cos i practically can't move my mouth not to mention open it. so i had to use a baby spoon. even to drink water. okay it was pure torture. i took an hour to even eat half the bowl. the mee sua were red cos i was bleeding. ewwww.that's jus sick. so my life is abaolutely, totally, miserable now. it's so miserable i don't wanna talk bout it anymore.Labels: bad days
got me singing like, nananana everyday, 12:43 PM.
